Can't complain today, i'm off to a good start. Although, I had a terrible dream last night about death. The death of myself as well as others that are close to me. Of course there is always a miscellaneous person in your dream that you never seen before, he died too. Some white guy who look a lot like Micheal Keaton.
I have come to the conclusion that I will only put 50% into this new relationship, because I don't know where it is going. One day I dig him and everything he is about and then the next thing I know i'm having second thought about even persuing the relationship even further. I mean I don't want to waste my time if my feelings are starting to dwindle. Seriously, he has no clue about the responsibilities of a boyfriend are. He wants to just go with the flow. Well, while we're going with the flow someone else could be out there flowing by me.
Who knows, maybe it's too early in the game for me to determine how it will turn out.
On a happier note there is only one more day until friday, and well lets just say this weeked is going to be OFF THE CHAIN.
I have come to the conclusion that I will only put 50% into this new relationship, because I don't know where it is going. One day I dig him and everything he is about and then the next thing I know i'm having second thought about even persuing the relationship even further. I mean I don't want to waste my time if my feelings are starting to dwindle. Seriously, he has no clue about the responsibilities of a boyfriend are. He wants to just go with the flow. Well, while we're going with the flow someone else could be out there flowing by me.
Who knows, maybe it's too early in the game for me to determine how it will turn out.
On a happier note there is only one more day until friday, and well lets just say this weeked is going to be OFF THE CHAIN.
1 Comments:
At 11:14 AM,
DramaQueen said…
I hate to tell you this, but if you only want to give 50% to the relationship now, that number will not increase! Listen to yourself and your instincts! I don't care what anybody says, everybody does not deserve a chance if you know it ain't going nowhere. I want you to be honest with yourself and repeat after me: I DON'T WANT HIM....
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