Last night I had a dream about Oprah. We were at some type of an affair, and she knew who I was. She called me over to her by name and we posed for pictures, Oprah, My daughter, and myself. And out of no where I start to whisper in her ear a pitch about a spin off show for when she retires. The show idea was a hit and I pligged myself as being a behind the scene producer of the show, but Oprah insisted on me being the host. I know right...I was dreaming big time. But if you're going to dream why not dream big.
My day will come. I spend so many nights being undecided about what road my life will take, only to start back at nothing. Aries is such a scatterbrain. This doesn't help me, because I can always start something and never finish.

Do you ever wonder what people will say about you when you die?

Will they say, Oh such and such was such a nice person, who always knew what their mission in life was....or will they say...such and such didn't know what inthe hell they were doing in life. They didn't know their ass from their front teeth.

I mean really who wants to be remembered as someone with no action plan in life.

I'm 25 and I feel like i'm 45 without a clue about what life is really about.

I have family and friends love me and care about me cause there is a difference, I have friends and family who may care but not nessasrily love. Yet I still feel lonely. I have a boyfriend, although I still feel like i'm single.

What in the HELL is that about?