The Dailies

This is a trial journal, because I don't know what in the heck I'm doing. This journal could be a good thing for me because there are things I want to say to people sometime, but not neccessarily to their faces so this can be an outlet for me.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

So why do I continue to deal with the dumb shhhh. I mean I know my feelings for this person, and he is clearly not the one for me. The answer to why is...I don't know maybe to pass the time while i'm here in this foreign city. His personality is blan at times, his sense of humor is dry & dumb, the sex is boring, he's not warm and fuzzy with my child. HE'S JUST NOT BOYFRIEND OR HUSBAND MATERIAL.

I thought that when we went to Chicago two weekends ago that things would change, but NO he got on my NERVES. For one, he didn't have any directions on how to get there, He was trying to drive all the way to Chicago without stopping and feeding me, and then he tried to blame the fact that we got lost on me. DUMMY didn't nobody tell you to go to Chicago without directions, at least I tried to get dirctions. They just happen to be at the wrong Dowtown Marriott. I mean really how was I suppose to know that there would be several in the downtown area. But anyway.

Once we got settled in the correct Marriott on the Magnificent Mile(Kudos to him) I asked him what his plan was, mind you he invited me on the trip, and he didn't even have a plan. Talking about lets walk. As we got to walking I noticed we had no destination. So I asked him where we were going and he was like, "oh I was just walking." WALKING WHERE? OH HELL NO! I don't just walk without knowing where i'm walking to.

Maybe he thought this weekend was just going to be sex in the room all weekend, but I had another thing coming for homeboy. Cause we hadn't had sex in weeks it's too WACK so I dragged him out to the Navy Pier and let him spend some money. Okay maybe I shouldn't sound so cold but i'm sorry he got on my nerves THE WHOLE WEEKEND. And the drama continues.

Now today we are suppose to go to the Michigan State Fair, but do I really want to go? DAMN I don't know what to do about this boy.

1 Comments:

  • At 1:00 PM, Blogger DramaQueen said…

    I'm sure you already know what I'm about to say, jmama. You know better! If you don't get rid of that boy, I will call him myself! Do you not enjoy spending time with yourself? Being alone (for a little while) sounds like more fun than grinning and bearing it with this guy. Ask yourself why you really keep him around. Even if you feel some of the reasons lie more on you than him. Life is short, mama. You are letting this man live rent-free in your life, and you cannot afford that!

     

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